唉......昨天真是的。气还没消可是也该差不多了。
好的，那让我们说些开心的是吧。

昨天早上我染头发了。我是乘着我家人去理发原的时候染的。我就是染点的棕色，让头发看起来像是较自然的吧。只有头顶很明显，其他的就是不怎么看得到。我是看他们要去的店应该会比外头来得便宜才想到去弄得，我妈却跟我唠叨五十块的费，我姐还打来叫我别染，别浪费钱什么的。他们真的是超级翻人。尤其是我姐，他以前也不久又染过，染的时候还比我现在来的小，怎么她能染而能叫我别染啊？真的是太自私了，忘了她以前是怎么样的。

那我刚领完薪水，就像是我很有钱似的。德给我妈钱，得还这的那的，真是超级翻。他们每天都得提醒你，两三年的每一天都在提醒着，真的是弄到我真得很讨厌这个家。我现在是，若是没必要的话就少呆在家里，免得他们啰里啰唆的。翻！我有时想的是，我倒不如到酒吧做什么的，或是去买， 这一来钱不就很快的进口袋了吗？

今天我打给他的时候，我们就约了下午上网，开那照相机看一看对方。中午去面试后就到我朋友的家开始安装QQ和南极星的染件，但要下载的时候才发现她电脑一点都不能弄到能看华文字，我就以记忆来下载与使用。 最后我们还是有看到，有聊到，但因他那的电脑的速度不快，他的图案又蒙又动得慢，我觉得挺怪的。晚上回到家的时候也只有更想他了。想象他就在我的面前，能碰得到他的脸，能在我皮肤上感觉得到他的皮肤和他穿的衣服，想象我会怎样和他撒娇，想象一切的一切。这将近半年来，没有一天我是没想着他过的。起初是想到心翻就去睡，现在在我睡前，我脑里也还是想着他，希望能梦到他什么的。有一次，忘了起初的原因是什么，只记得是一边想，一边哭着睡的。想着想着，我有时也会想到我怎么第一个男友就交个外国人，像是长途的恋情的感觉有时还真不好受。可是...唉...事实就是这样的阿。

下午的时候我就更我朋友出去。她想玩桌球，但到了几个地方都是满座。最后我们在外头边吃冰欺凌和薯条，边聊，就回了。

好了。我没什么可说得了。明天出去看戏。

那就这样.........

晚安

Fucking Asshole!! Damn....all good mood to blog earlier is just ruined by my stupid elder nagging Sister. DAMN!

yoz.......I am here to blog again...again I am blogging in my office but this would be the last time I will be blogging with this computer as I am changing job as again......Not that I do not like this job but that I can't get used to an enviroment that is quite nothing to do kind of thingy. I am moving on to ocbc as clerk. there would have chance to do OT and earn more I think.

Huarray!!!

The Charles and Keith fom Marina Sq called earlier to say that the shoe has finally come into the shop. I am going down to get the shoe later but I don't know if I will have company with me. Well, you se, I hardly bought anything by myself, as in without the quidiance from my parents except for school attire in JC. So, I asm a little worried if I were to buy too big or too small.

Well...yesterday I was trying to call my BF in the afternoon to let him know that I have found the Charles and Keith shoes pictures and how to access it but couldn't get him the whole time. When I reached home at night,when I was calling him, I was thinking that maybe he was out, maybe being online to give me a surprise when I go online later. About half an hour later, i finally got through and he told me that he was at a internet cafe, ask me to go online! hehe.....then there was great difficulty in me chatting in chinese as that speed of typing is slower. Then ahout that picture thingy, the URL won't work so I needed to direct him step by step how to reach the page with all the pictures and it wwas long. We also had a mini quarrel as I was questioning why his QQ description of himself is as if he was out of love.....I am not too sure what was that conclusion anywey.

ok.......I got nothing more to say liao

oh yeah...I am wondering who are the 2 peoeple that Lynette was toking abt in her blog

B:

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because as others may come
and go, you will always be there and you may always
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things and that's what people like about you. You
most likely enjoy things most
consider normal, like movies, shopping, that sort
of thing and are very friendly
and probably have many friends. You are sweet and
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rather well-rounded
individual. Even though some people pass you off as
just another girl, shrug it
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missing.

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Alexandrite Mythological Creature: Fox
Demon, Hobbit Planet: Jupiter Hair
Color: Light Brown Eye Color:
Brown

Quote:
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one person you may be the world."

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I am really dying

Oh My gosh...I am so short lived!!! I am really dying!!!

Well, over the past year plus or so....actually I don't know since when..........but the thing is that there are these patches of slightly lighter skin appearing on my back and abdominal areas and it is spreading or what I am not too sure but tthe thing is that it has come to the stage that I can't really tell where it starts and where it ends. I actually wanted to go see the doc a couple of weeks back but my mom say no money so wait till today, after the stupid fucking DFS paid me finally that I went to the Hougang polyclinic today.

The experience at the polyclinic was really crazy, the doctor's Q no. did not change for 40 mins!! After I discribe why I was there, he take a look and refered me to the hospital, the Skin Care Centre in Singapore. I was wondering if it was really that serious or were they only inefficient as this is my second time at the polyclinic in don't know how many years and both times I was refered to the hospital. Kknow when is my next appt? 8 Feb 8.30am! On New Year's Eve!!! Then off course there is a referal letter and the doctor wrote some stuff and anyhow staple a nit at the sides. So I tried my best to read what the doc was writing......luckily his handwriting is not too bad.... he describe it as "hypopigmentation". When I came back to office in the afternoon, I did some search on the net on it and it does sound good. It could be caused by disease, albinoism(I don't think so), drug/chemical reaction, genetic link(I don't think so either)and some other kinds of weird skin conditions blah blah blah....there are many things to it. Anyway, unless I am that lucky to have just some growth thing or poor blood circulation or diet stuff, otherwise I sound to be in for some real serious and costly trouble....weep weep weep.........I am really dying.....

Anyway, today at the doc I also got some oinitment to put for the ear infection thingy.

Oh yeah...I just recievedmy retainers today, they feel kind of weird caz there is like plactic above and below your tongue and they affect the way you choose to put your teethe together.

Today is such a saddening day as there is such disturbing initial diagnosis.

Yesterday was much better....At least there was things for me to be happy about like Leonardo Dicarprio won best actor in the golden globes for starring in the movie aviator which also won best film that night.

Sad sad sad.....weep weep weep.......

Sigh.....................

I wonder if it is a good thing if my job don't really have anything to do right now at the moment. .....well, you see, I am the gardener today, cutting the dead parts of the plants in the office off........besides that really noting else. My colleague Charissa who is suppose to be seating by my side has taken leave today and so .......well, I do more answering of the phone and calling the complex management.

About the dbs job, in the end really don't have already. Sigh, that job is really a good catch. But sigh.............I wonder if this job is a good catch considering that there won't be much to do nearly everyday for the nex couple of months till we are going to open formally in April.

Yesterday, amazing my mom and I went out shoppping for my clothes and I would say that it was quite fruitful. On Saturday, I bought this ultra short skirt that it is actually a shorts inside, layered, black. Well, I bought this skirt cause been seeing people wearing it and I like it and it is extrememly short to tease him and it is black to coincide with that dream that he had of me having a fashion show of my wardrobes clothes. In his dream, he can only remeber it was a black short skirt.............well, I will see how close this comes to it. Yesterday, my mom and I went to J8 for shopping but nothing caught my eye...really nothing. then when I wanted to get this 37 degress top that I have been eyeing for months, my mom actually agreed to go with me to Far East to see if there is more to anything that I can find. For a lot of the clothes, my mother's comment was so-so....At Far East, in the end, we bought this skirt from Atris that is convertable to a flare hotter neck top. I liked that skirt the first time I saw it and I like the shop a lot also as a lot of the things they have are in house designs and as it is a lot hand made and stuff, you can be very assured that there won't be another person wearing the same piece as you.......We walked further down to HMV and finally bought the 37 degrees top we initialy wanted to buy. My mom was saying that it was expensive but I really like that top and I was the one paying for it but I REALLY REALLY like it A LOT. there was another top on sale that I nearly bought but it didn't really appeal specially to me so in the end I didn't get it. Well, now, the main thing is the shoes!!!! How?! I scared if I were to wait for the shoe then if the shoe by chinese new year don't come how? I will get that shoe no matter what. the thing right now is that should I get a second shoe in case that one can't make it by the new year. Anyway, I got no shoes to wear now. But both shoes are the same price, about $40. then like that will be getting 2 shoes leh...at $80 altogether. A lot of heart ache lor.....how? Weep weep. I need to give tuition but always call still can't find.....weep weep....

Sigh....dreamt about him the night before last. hehe....don't tell you wad. Quite sweet.....

Damn....this pc can't write chinese properly....wanted to say..."ri you suo si,ye you suo meng" meaning the thoughts in the day are translated into your dreams at night.